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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Elephants Never Forget...

... and neither do I.

I'll be the first to admit that I rarely pass by an opportunity to say, "I told you so." In fact, I believe that striving for that opportunity could be the greatest form of inspiration and motivation.

Over the last two years I have applied to law school twice, and for a number of jobs, both in the United States and abroad. And I have been rejected from a majority of them for one reason or another (the reasons another post entirely).
The silver lining, though, is that I get palpable ammunition. I have saved these rejection letters and keep the on a corkboard in my room. Every time I happen to glance by in their direction, a little fuel is added to my fire. (My girlfriend was able to keep me from scanning and posting the images of said rejection letters - you won this time!)

Why am I bringing this up now? Well, it's been a while since I have posted (or anyone for that matter) and I wanted to alert the reader (I don't think there are many left) that a fire has been burning for the last few months and I'm ready to unleash it.

This is the warning that comes before the "I told you so."

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Tips on How to Smile

One of the more interesting things about me is that I am a model. It’s not because I find it particularly fun or exciting, but because whenever I mention it to people it is always met with initial disbelief and then a long series of probing questions.

“Wait, you model?”


“Like, nude modeling?”


“Buck naked?”

“Completely bare.”

Then comes the deluge of questions. So to shed some light on the subject, I will attempt to address the more common questions about modeling to the best of my ability.

Let me start by saying that it has never been a sexual experience. Ever. Artists are more interested in the angle of my elbow and the contours of my back than anything else. If there has ever been any sort of sexual tension, I have never felt it, and if I did, I would give up modeling. I think artists know this, and so they band together to create the most a-sexual atmosphere possible for the sake of keeping their good models.

One might assume that when an artist is looking for a model they have something very particular in mind - long hair, tall, skinny, athletic, etc. This is not true. Artists generally aren’t picky about your appearance. When I ask them what they look for most in a model, the answer has consistently been: punctuality. As a class of people, models are generally very flakey, and artists know this. All they want is for you to be on time.

Hot or cold? Both. Artists are very concerned about your well being, and so if you start to get goosebumps, they will have so many heaters blaring on you so fast that within five minutes you have drips of sweat rolling down your spine. Other times, the air in the studio will be so cold that the heaters will only warm up a part of you. For example, I’ve stood on a platform in the middle of the room with my feet sweating from the heater but my shoulders freezing. You can’t always win this one, and you usually don’t.

Another area of mystery for the commonly clothed person is how to pick a pose. It’s certainly not Madonna’s notion of Vogue and striking poses. If you tense up any muscle, after about two minutes it will be shaking like a jackhammer. When choosing a pose, it is important to get something that is comfortable and relaxed. It’s usually good to make sure that all your weight isn’t concentrated on one point and is distributed somewhat evenly, otherwise when you step out of the pose – holy pins and needles Batman! Same thing goes for sitting poses. One time I did a pose where I was sitting with my head down on a desk, like you would do when you were a little kid and you got in trouble at school. When I got up, my legs were dead. I literally couldn’t move them, and I had to sit there rubbing them to get the circulation flowing again. Awkward.

I get paid. I do not model for free. I don’t know why people seem to think that it would be something I do for fun or charity, but it’s not. I enjoy my job, and I’ve met a ton of interesting and creative people doing it, but I don’t do this for free. The pay varies, but generally it is a well-paying gig. I’ve modeled for schools, studios, and artists one on one, on both coasts of the United States and Europe, for painting, drawing, photography, and sculpture. Depending on what the artists need, you get paid more.

People want to know if I get to see what artists create from me. It seems obvious, but really it depends. In a sculpting session, the media they are working with is three dimensional, so it is literally impossible to hide from me what they are making. In a drawing or painting class, I usually walk around during breaks and look at what people are doing. Most artists don’t have a problem with that.

Finally, yes, I do plan on becoming famous. One day a particularly talented artist will immortalize my being, and thousands of people a year will pass by my image in a prestigious art museum. Then I can tell you why Mona Lisa is smiling.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Find Him!

Can you find the man in the coffee beans??

Doctors have concluded that if you find the man in the coffee beans in 3 seconds, the right half of your brain is better developed than most people.

If you find the man between 3 seconds and 1 minute, the right half of your brain is developed normally.

If you find the man between 1 minute and 3 minutes, then the right half of your brain is functioning slowly.

If you have not found the man after 3 minutes, look for more of this type of exercise to make that part of the brain stronger. And, yes, the man is really there!

Monday, October 25, 2010

Fear and Loathing on the Boobtube

One thing that is getting really old quick are these goddamn campaign ads. Here in my state of California, it is a non-stop back and forth between Meg Whitman and Jerry Brown, but I know that every state is its own battleground. It is quite possible that you could switch the names of all gubernatorial candidates in all of their ads and the messages would be the same.

Anyone who is going to vote is going to look into the issues and pick whichever candidate best represents them. I don't give a fuck if Meg Whitman thinks Jerry Brown is going to spend, spend, spend if its spent on what I care about. And I am not voting for Meg Whitman because Jerry Brown's campaign paid an ungodly sum of money to make her look like Pinnochio (I'm not voting for her because she is going to overturn Assembly Bill 32).

I am all for voting and knowing the issues, but I can't wait for this to be over... the constant invasion of my household with such pointless bullshit. Repeatedly.